I dont really know....

Im really burned out but happy!!! I'm listening to the virgins pretty content...i guess! I dont understand why that tattoo woman isnt email me back,... I have a really bad head ache!

I wish i didnt look the way i did....thats my problem right now....

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BAD SELF ESTEAM

I also want my guitar...I want to sing....It would make me feel better..i guess

I'm so worried about grades! Im working sooo hard and I'm not getting the grades that i want :(!

"I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. "

SOOOOOOO......


Here's what I dont get....YOu say that we are taking these other art classes because you want us to get a feel or all art...BUT...then why the fuck arent we taking photography classes or film classes WTF!!!!! and the teachers......WHy are you SOOOOO mean???? WHy cant u understand questions and explain things? AND WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SOOO MUCH HOMEWORK? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :(

It;s tough and I know everythings going to be fine! I just want to do what I love to do!!!!

UGHHHH


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other than that I'm hella nauseous! I cant really walk right now!!! WHOOHOO and i hate GIGI with a passion!!!

On another note! I want pants....

YUPPPP

I love this place!!!


but I have way toooooo much HW! Thats not cool! But I love my new friends!!!!!


I'm happy but nervous!

Soooo...I'm alittle mad...because I found out I have to re apply next year and theres only a amount that they let into photo students! FUCK THIS! I'm trying to be positive because my goal is to have a 4.0 and do do the craziest art then when i get in it will be an amazing feeling! I'm GOING TO WORK MY ASS OFF!!!!

THATS IT! NO SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT ANYTHING!

Sooooo tomorrow is our last day of ust not worrying about work!

Crazy....Orientation starts Aug 28th....honestly I'm not looking forward to it. We have to do a fucking scavenger hunt....I HATE GAMES! I'm nervous! Orientation in 2 days 7 hours long!!! Here's the schedual!

At this two-day orientation, students will be provided with important information
about our program and the University’s facilities. This is also an opportunity to meet
previous Foundation students, staff and faculty.

Thursday, August 28
We suggest that students bring a snack for the morning session. There will be a
lunch break on campus from 12:30 to 1:30pm. You may bring your own lunch or
purchase one from the cafeteria. During lunch hour the Foundation techs will
photograph all students; and faculty, staff, and student groups such as the Student
Union and the Sustainability Working Group (SWG) will be on hand to introduce
themselves and answer questions.
Thursday afternoon, students will be divided into 2 groups. One group will receive a
Digital Orientation and the other will participate in a Granville Island Scavenger
Hunt. When the first group is finished their orientation, they will join the scavenger
hunt and the second group will have their orientation. If you have a digital
camera, please bring it along for use in the scavenger hunt.

Friday, August 29
There will be group tours of the University, for which students sign up on Thursday.
You will be introduced to the Library, ECU’s digital resources and the AV department.
As well, Peer Mentors (all of whom are previous Foundation students) will take you to
areas of the campus which they think might be of interest.

Parking on Granville Island is strictly enforced. There is three-hour free parking
available, however, please be aware that your car will be towed if left longer than the
three hour time limit. You may want to consider pay parking in the garage after that
time. Granville Island now enters license plate numbers into a computer, so it is no
longer possible to move from one spot to another after three hours.

.....FUCK THIS! Hopefully i will make lots of friends! I'm very nervous....

I also have been going out with nick for 2 years! and we had a very funny anniversary...AHAHAHAHA NAKED PEOPLE EVERYWHERE! AHAHAHAHA

MY life is crazy....but its getting better and better!

It's weird how everything changes while your your still stuck in square one. The change doesn't feel bad, just....new and like you cant really get your brain to grasp that your there yet.

I've been waiting for so long to go to college. All i've been doing is dreaming about getting away and now that its here....It kind of feels more impossible than it did when i would imagine it. IS that weird? I really dont know how to explain it!

I love that nick is here. It makes everything a million times better. It's crazy how its soooo natural for us to be living together. He makes me feel amazing!

It's just SOOOO weird. A happy/disorienting feeling.