Better

So today was a better day. I'm really glad too. I'm still hurting but sincec i know Nick is going to be by my side everything in the end is going to be "A-ok". yesturday was i think the worst day i've had in awhile. I don't really want to go to detail but i've never had a breakdown like that in front of people and I think i kinda scared the two people I love most in the world.
but enough about yesturday. today I felt more compelete. Everything was just coming back together. Nick came over and we joked and laughed and ummmmm did some other things.....It was just good to be with him..other than that i don't really know how to describe how I feel.