creeps

Wow...so i'm really starting to feel like nick is part of my family and i'm apart of his. It's a really good feeling. That we're all coming together as one in some sence. Right now i'm tired and alittle bit weirded out. I found out my CREEPY step uncle is coming to stay with us......lets just say....not good memories.....I really don't like him. Well, maybe it will be alright. I'm also bummed because I have to finish my work...its still not done. It just never fuking ends. Its weird....i'm going through i'm not going to make it in life stage...once again...I feel i'm not talented enough for colleges to want me. One of the thing I really want right now is to get into Emily Carr Art Inst. in vancouver. I want that to a scary extent. I really hape I get in...i really....just hope....

Hopeing is sometimes hopeless though. My goal this summer is to start working hard and be proud of well....??? Myself???? hmmmm could that be possible????