Family

Its funny how I don't really have a family. After my aunts death everyone kinda split apart. I miss my family. I was going on myspace and found my cousin that adored back on the day. He use to be so grounded and an amazing human being. I find it very breath taking looking at his page. How he's slowly done down the drain becuase of his mothers death. We've tried to keep in contact with him and his cousins but I guess they don't want anything to do with us. Which makes me sad. I wish i had big family thanks givings. Just big family events in genoural. Man I miss all my cousins. If only it hadn't gone down the way it did..... I just don't understand how you can turn you back on blood relatives. I mean in some cultures believe that family is the most important thing in the world and when you turn your back on them you have nothing. Maybe they just have nnothing now. One day they might realize that.


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