I have no clue

I'm happy but really freaked out.

I mean I had a really good night with my sweetie but i'm mean....One of my best friends got hit by a car. Thats a really life turner. I don't even know what to think or what to say. I'm kinda a lose of words..you know?

*sigh*

Fuck...I really don't know.

Man....i hate being on the verge of independence....17 is just tuff. I wish Nick didn't have to leave. He really comforts me.

I'm off the wall right now. I JUST HAVE NO CLUE AT THE MOMENT......