so everything feels content. Today nick and I are going to work doing Birdie Bread....ehhhh well atleast we'll get some money. I can't wait to see him. I really miss him alot!!! uughhhh......at the same time i feel down today......ehhh i don't want to feel down. I hate feeling down. Its another slow day....i have those lot....it sucks....Its only when i'm alone and not seeing anyone.........jkdsjfslkjfksl! ehhh. I want to be up and smiling!!! SMILE GOD DAMNIT!!1 fffuuucccckk. I know i'll smile when I see nick...i know i will. He got his ears peirced yesturday. They look SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot!!!!!! so hot. *sigh* sooooo hot. Ok...i'll stop. I wish he could see that they look really good on him. Speaking of peircings and i want another one. AHHH really badly. Ahhh i'm going to get one soon!!!!!!! i don't care! i'm going to! fffuuuccckk. I'm also really really bored. to the point that I do't have anything really to talk about. I miss my boe boe....so at this moment i'm probably going to type random things and not make any sense. I'm worried. Nick's getting his hair cut today...ahhh. But he always looks hot. I wish he could realize that. It makes me sad. He's SOOO fucking attractive. To the point where its not fair. Hahaha like i've said before, Hes the pretty one the in the relationship. hahahhahaha its true. i know this sounds really lame but he's sooo good looking and who he is as a person makes him a billion times more attractive. Which adds up to well.....hahaha one of natures favorite ones. Oh man....i want him here with me right now. I also hella miss lucy. We ponded in Hawaii...which is weird because i didn't think we could become closer than we already were. I found a whole different level to her. I love her so much. She is suh an amazing human being....uuughhh
i'm done....
over and out.
hahahahaha
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