Missing him

Just to warn you before you read this..its going to be lame

Its been only two days since he left for New york. But it feels like its been a very long time. its weird I can't really explain how long its felt, all I know is that its felt like it's been too long. Its really weird how love works. I think everyone has tried to figure out how to explain love and understand if you are inlove. In my opinion..and how I feel with nick. Its weird. you know that expression "that person makes me whole". That's how I feel with him. He makes me whole. It's kinda like people go there whole life not knowing that feeling..of feeling whole. Then when they finally feel it. Its like you can't ever go back. You feel spoiled..but at the sae time you can't ever have the feeling of being half full or in this case half empty. for example......its like back in the day they didn't have the cell phone....and now that they've invented it I couldn't imagine living with out it.....i can't emagine not being whole.

I love him very much and miss him. Its hard not talking to as much as i'm use to and that he's so far away.


its just off..i feel off