Tuesday, October 30, 2007

breakable


Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.
In your two ton death trap I finally saw.
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.
Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

du du da da

1234...tell me that you love me more....

I don't know....i'm tired.....and that song is stuck in my mind.....

taking to nicky on the phone...hes quiet.....silence.......still.........................AHA He speaks!!!!!! he loves me! EEEEEEEEEE! Score on for Drew..,.she won a hot sexy man for her cunt....aajajajahahaha dododoahajajhfdusnsk dadadadada nicks confused....but I am serious.

Oh hoho

Dude....life....fuck....nooo....sssuuuccckkkksss...BBAAAALLLLSSSSSS....eeeeejjjkkkk

hmmmm??? I miss nick....

fffuuuccckkk...nicks scared of me right now....

Now I hate nick...you kno why??? He's talking about college..he sucks....

Idunno.....Nick found a old pic of himself....


OMG HE FOUND A SEXY PIC OF HIMSELF!!!! OMG AHHH

Monday, October 22, 2007

askdljkdasjlk eeewwww

Oh no...purple hair....fffuuuccckkk....dying hair problems....getting adicted....ffuuuccckkk meee???!!!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

puke me

This weekend has been interesting...I actually don't really remember....I mean...friday...my mom sayed I was an idiot and we I needed to get my life in order. Then I went to see Red house...they won. The great part was Nick got to spend the night! I loved that...I hated that I wa so sick and shaking all night....It was not so good. Saturday I hing out with nick and lucy...we had fun...went to SF by accident...it was weird...ehhh I love hanging out with them though....

I'm tired....fucking shoot me

I'm in a abad mood. Eh

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

honestly

I am...well if i am....Fuuuccckkk.....I will be honestly FUCKED...to the point where i can't even imagine. I'm hrting right now...freaked out....but it might be A-ok...Please let it be ok! please!!!! ??????

Monday, October 15, 2007

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Monday, October 8, 2007

Please???!!


I need to get in to Emily Carr Art Institute!!!!!! FFFFUUUUCCCKKKK MEEE!!!!! Bleh.....ksldjalskdjalskjdakls AHHHHHH....... I NEED TO!!!! or i will cry....alot........yeah...


end of story

I put new pics up

http://smearedinkphotos.deviantart.com/

Sunday, October 7, 2007

I want to back

Vancouver was amazing!!!! We had so much fun! Emily Carr was fabulous! This is everything to me now! to live in vancouver with lucy and nick....and this trip.....omg!!! crashing that wedding....whoa...lucy meeting that Italian model...and making out with him.....Me, drunk....ick as well. It something I don't think we will ever forget...at all.

Anyway. All I can think about is getting into Emily carr!!! I need to go!!! get in. AHHH freak out mode

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Off we go!!!

Tomorrow I leave to go to vancouver!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSSOOSOSOSO excited. I get to see my frist choice Emily Carr art inst. AHHHH Omg!!!! really this is amazing. I'm happy...but I don't feel well....blleeehhh. Story of my life. I'm on the phone with Nick.....and he's playing with his camera.....and not paying attention......now his words were " I'm gonna sue you ass!" in a sqeky tone......hmmm I love him.....dodododododoododoodododododo I'm in a curcus.....silence from nick kalish on the other line of the phone.....now he's laughing and says he's not going to talk to me becuase he's smart like that.......or so he says...now he's sneezing.....awwww bless you my little hummingbird.....waiting for nick to talk......................*sigh*..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................apperently now he's looking at my blog and doesnt want to me now...oh now he admited it.....apperently he hasn't read my blog in awhile becuase he has more important things to do.... :( fine I DON"T CARE.......

*awkward silence*


uhh I love you???!!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

everyone

Every buddies breaking up!!!!!


WTF???

weird