off to winter wonderland

So Here I go off to Montana.....shoot me...really. I'm kinda excited...well a small part of me is. I'm just really going to miss lucy and Nick. I want them to come with...fffuuuccckk this sucks alot. well, this might be fun though.
Nick and I worked on Gigi's movie...i think shes going to love it. or atleast I hope. What I do hat is I really didn't get to see nick at all..i mean..Us time. IN bed......:(

on another note..i'm bringing my little video camera so I can do video blogs....yyyeeeeeeeehhhh!!

i wonder how that going to work...hmmm

early jolly

Today is vals xmas for me. I wonder what I'm going to get..... I feel cozy and really nice. Nicks coming over tonight...mmmmm. I'm feeling really good at the moment.

I'm leaving in 3 days for Montana...we'll see how that goes. I'm kinda excited...i don't know. I wish nick and lucy were going with me.


shoot....

WARNIGN!!! sex talk...awk awk!

I'm tired....another tired blog. its funny I never remember typing in my blog. At all......Scribbles is sleeping next to me. She's SOOOO cute!! I love her. She makes me smile.

I WANT SEX!!!! God I'm like a man......shoot me....lucy and I are the guys in the realtionship...its sooo funny....

our guys: "I missed you how was your day?"
Us: ummm good * throws guy on bed and jumps on top of them* "Ssshhhhhhh"

IS thata abad thing?? Cuz i know with guys girls get tired with that..but if lucy and I are like that...would our guys get tired of it too??
hmmmm I don't think so....They are men! MEN!! they like it. well nick does.....
Also I've realized that i've made nick more kinkier..hahaha I wonder why I'm so weird in bed. I am very dominant in bed..but i like the guy to be too..oh man hand cuffs...whooohoo....nick now is good with that kind of stuff....

now amin and lucy....their another story....they go into role play...like he's a cop and shes been a naughty girl...AWKWARD....I will NEVER do that! ever! its weird....I'm there's alot of weirder things..but Oh man I don't know.....

I like....hand cuffs...holding hands so the person can't move....slapping.....bitting....kissing all over.....pulling hair...etc

I'm tired....

really tired....
I'm done with this sex talk... really

call

My mom called me friday night...and said " I just wanted to call and say that i love you." she has never done this before...THat was really all she said.....She wouldn't say anything more and then hung up the phone....I'm really scared....I'm worried for her. She wasn't picking up the phone....Until today she left a message...I heard it and started crying...I thought I was tougher than this...Just the thought of her hurting so bad...hurts me tremendesly...

But on a better note! I'm getting a kitten today!!! WHOOHOO....i love how I'm crying when I typing this...I suck


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