um I cant sleep anymore. I haven't slept in two days. I'm not understanding what's wrong with me. I'm tired. But i just lay there....It really sucks. Is there something really wrong that I'm just not getting? I started thinking about something tonight. I can't say what it was on my blog...and probably not out loud.

Wow...i feel bad. I'm being really stupid.

really weird....I don't understand why that came up in my head...and why is was an ok feeling thought for a second. I just don't get it. I'm so out of it.

I wonder that the analyzation is behind my thought. I'm wondering if its my unconscious mind. Or if i'm just being scared. I think its the scared.

Scared......thats really what I feel right now.

I hate living here.....

it sucks...

get me out of here! Please!?
it sad how i dont know the feeling comfortable in a house.

im tired....and i'm going to go play guitar...I really need to finish nicks song!

its sooo important to him and that means everything to me.