So...i kinda feel really bad....


I dont know what my mother is doing....I don't understand why Gigi would have fucked up so much!!!

my house hold is shit!

on another note I decided im probably going to choose Vancouver...I'll regret it if I dont go.

I know I will.

DUDE if anyones reading this you need to go to Valencia.com

I THINK it's one of the scariest places i've ever seen.

AHHHHHHHHHHH and thats where CalArts is....

its pretty nasty!!!

ew!

I really think this is going to work out. I'm going to visit CalArts though...which im freaked out by. Then if I for sure am going im going to Vancouver in june and look for apartments. Wow....idunno

I need to talk to nick about this tomorrow even though I think he knows. I just really know that if I went to Calarts....I would regret not going to EMily Carr...thats where my heart is.

I just need to get away from this hell hole!