sometimes I am so confused why I am related to some people when I am just soo different from who they are.

Families can be so fucked up....

god i'm tired..and feel weird....

I'm leaving in 6 days for vancouver for apartments! I am sooo excited! yeeee!

I'm wondering at this point...am I good at anything really? Do i like what I do best? Is it best?

WHAT AM I DOING RIGHT NOW?! I'm tired of things that are all around me....poking the fuck out of me...
Also I'm stopping smoking for awhile cuz my throat is a mess...it sucks majorly...god im so tired....

bad bad bad mood....dododododod

what is it? nothing indeed to say to what you want me to say...

ending it now!

p.s. IM INSANE ANS NOT MAKING ANY SENSE

Its weird...


I've been waiting to leave home since I i was in middle school. I think that has always been the clearest mind set that has not changed for all these years. I'm very excited...really I am. I'm just sad that I have to leave some people...and forget everything that is formilier (how ever u spell it). I know that its a really healthy thing for me to do. I know I need to get out of here for myself. It's really hard for me to get that I'm actually getting away from everything..Every little hell moment and unhealthy environment that i've lived or been in. I've saved my life for something good...and its all happening. I'm leaving you!!

your nothing to me! Your just a figment that is going to be lost with everything that disappears over every second that goes by..

suck it up! little girl! dry your tears and put your self into today


good bye memories and good riddance