I'm really getting tired of shit!

my mom is getting crazier....I'm getting crazier...quietly!
I kinda need to get out of here....FUCK THIS!!! Seriously!

Why am I still here? I'm so sick....i'm trying to be ok...really....really ok! I'm so quiet right now...about feeling crazy....I'm screaming loud inside my god damn head all the time though!

A WEEK LEFT!

it feels so far away yet so close....

I want to be gone but I know...i will miss some things here...I just feel like it would be best If I was gone

For myself...I hopefully will sit for once in my life and feel content and most of all safe!

Not not have my heart beating faster than normal all the time.

to feel healthy and loved. I'm so sad...at the moment...why am I crying...

I DONT CRY! I hate my mother...for many reasons that I can not say on my blog...I hate gigi for other things...

I hate my past...

I hate who I was..

I hate some people in my past

I hate hating me when I think about it...I kno i'm better than that! I really do

why cant my brain shut off sometimes instead of it just keep spinning around and around?

I'm sick right now. I feel like a have a wrench tightening my insides....

where...
who?
what?
why?

dont ask....really..Im FINE! REALLY! I'm just going to throw up all over my new computer!

how does this work again? the good thing?

I dont even know what that means