It's weird how everything changes while your your still stuck in square one. The change doesn't feel bad, just....new and like you cant really get your brain to grasp that your there yet.

I've been waiting for so long to go to college. All i've been doing is dreaming about getting away and now that its here....It kind of feels more impossible than it did when i would imagine it. IS that weird? I really dont know how to explain it!

I love that nick is here. It makes everything a million times better. It's crazy how its soooo natural for us to be living together. He makes me feel amazing!

It's just SOOOO weird. A happy/disorienting feeling.